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Sunday, March 14, 2010

I'm blue today

I'm feeling pretty down in the dumps today.  I've been stressing out over my "episode" the last few days.  Logically, I really think it is probably just that I am way too dehydrated.  I have been drinking tons of water and resting so I'd imagine I'll be just fine.  But emotionally I'm still a wreck!  I've still been battling with being dizzy somewhat and I get wore out really easily.  Plus, I'm just so scared that I'm going to pass out again especially if I'm out somewhere.  I don't want to be away from the house for longer than 20 minutes or so.  If I do pass out again I'd really rather be here at home and not in front of strangers.  I just really wish this hadn't happened!

Another thing is the heart monitor.  The last thing in the world I want to do on my birthday is go and get a stupid heart monitor put on for 24 - 48 hours!  Yuck!  Between me worrying and stressing, I'm not even enjoying my birthday at all.  Our anniversary is the following Tuesday and I doubt if things will be cleared up by then so I'll still be stressing.  My poor husband and daughter are feeling the effects too - they are still stressed over thinking they were going to lose me plus they are watching me so closely that it must be exhausting. 

Sorry for the whining today!  I just wish this would all go away.  I don't want to be dizzy anymore and I don't want to get tired so easily.  I miss sewing!!  Plus, with my birthday on Tuesday, I want to just have fun!  Please keep on sending prayers up for me.  I'm trying really hard to have faith that God will take care of me!!


1 comment:

autumnesf said...

Lisa -

I do pray peace for you at this time.

I went through this a few years ago also. After the heart monitor (which really is nothing and didn't inhibit my activities at all) they finally just gave up and diagnosed me as precincopy (feels like passing out and passing out). I'm supposed to drink alot of water and that's it. But, it doesn't happen often and it doesn't appear to be causing any other problems so I pretty much just don't worry about it. I recognize the feeling as it is coming on and have been able to sit myself down or pull over to the side of the road until it passes (only happened once).

Don't live in fear or worry - God knows.

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